I had always told myself that i wouldn’t lose you once you went to college.

I have never felt so apart from you.

I guess this is what growing up means.

This is the perfect description of me.

Nightmares coming back.. along with panic attacks. I thought i was going to be completely over this by now?

Doctors put me on lithium the other day to make me less anxious, also for a little bit of bipolar disorder.

can't think, can't write, can't do anything. i'm going to bed.

was i everything you thought i was?

obviously not.